Wednesday, October 29, 2008

The Problem of Richness #1

There's an SNL weekend update sketch that is done every couple weeks, in which an actor plays a "political comedian" who takes news paper headings and just sort of rambles on about them without ever really saying anything, "You know, the thing is... It's just not every day you see a.... I really don't believe that there's any relation between this and.... I just wish the world could learn to accept or deal with this... You know, it's not so much a problem as a conflict of interests...etc."


The speechlessness of the comedian is funny because he really doesn't say anything of value, but he does seem sort of overwhelmed by the headlines in his not saying anything... He's not quite sure how to approach it.

In Mark 10 a man comes to Jesus and asks what he must do for eternal life. Jesus first asks the man what it means to be good, and the man sort of equates himself with God by saying that he himself is good because he has kept the commandments. Jesus says that despite his adherence to the first law of Moses, he is lacking one thing...

The "one thing" is this: 
"go, sell what you own, and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me."

The "one thing" is this:
"Sell and give and follow me"

The "one thing" is this:
"Sell and give" AND "follow me"

The "one thing" is that he needs to follow Jesus, but Jesus shows him, and us, that the following of Jesus is dependent or is evident by the "sell and give." Not belief, but faith as evidenced by philanthropic, humble, selfless, uncomfortable works.


The man, being rich, walked away from Jesus.


The man, being rich, could not follow Jesus.


And when we, being rich, read this passage we focus on the dependent clause of following and we explain it by belief. 

We give ourselves a dishonest answer.

Instead of ending our richness and promoting the well-being of others, we justify our richness:
"You know thing thing is... I just.... I need my car to get to church... I need the third guitar in case the second one breaks so I can keep worshipping God.... I can follow Jesus and be rich... I'm not that rich... I don't LOVE money..." (this has been my own thinking in the past).

What we are really saying is, "You know the thing is... I just... No..."

It is not possible to serve two masters.

It is unrealistic for a rich person to expect to enter the Kingdom of God.

I admit I am rich, and I don't know how to solve that problem, but am working to simplify my life so that I may give more willingly. For those who have nothing can also give everything, but those who have everything, are unable to give.

More to come.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

To Never Mature

To escape from the world

You fill your cup

Not with your grace

But to disfigure your face


To be free from your pride

You pull up your shirt

Not with your faith

But to ask for rape


To be accepted by peers

You tear down your hair

Not with your dignity

But to embrace you jocularity


To never mature

You fill, pull and tear

Disfigured, raped, and laughing

You lose your faith


Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Health

School started a week ago and I'm already stressed out of my mind. Here's who I am:


I'm a shift supervisor at starbucks scheduled to work 25 hours a week, against my will.
I'm a full time biblical studies & theology double major, which includes 18 units and consequently 150-200 pages of reading EACH NIGHT.
I'm a discipleship group leader.
I'm in a discipleship group.
I'm a SALT team member.
I'm "employed" at my church, kind of, sort of, maybe.
I'm hoping to continue the LOVED & LOVING movement.
I'm a friend, a boyfriend, and a son.

All of these things bring me joy, but together they make my life hell. I feel like my plate isn't full, I've just chosen to have more than one plate. I feel like I worry about how much work I have more than I actually do it. I don't know how to remedy the problem.

I absolutely need to cut things from my life, but I'm unwilling to give any of it up despite my discomfort.

Advice?